Descent
The first day, the wind blew, and the second day the sun shone, and I
gathered overripe oranges and apples, that fell from the untended trees in
the small courtyard. The large courtyard lay, burned, whether intentionally
or caught up in the events that swept everything else aside, and the pink
granite blocks which made the east wall of the Hall now lay veiled in black,
in mourning, among the ashes and stumps of the orange trees there.
Both of the overshot waterwheels still ran, creaking and splashing, but their
gearing had broken, the wooden pegs snapped, and rows of rust marked silently
our inventions. Two large pigs looked up at me, curiously, from one end
of the roofless building. It was their inquisitive strength that cleared
the paths, I was sure, as they twisted and ripped at the fallen wood, to
find out what was on the other side. I could have told the, but only now.
When I'd left, I didn't know, either.
It was when I got down to the lake's edge, south of where I'd landed, and
saw the powder mills, that I knew. Low stone walls and revetments cluttered
the roads like cobwebs, their crevices jammed with silent guns and scattered
white bones. My precocious students, children of illiterate farmers, invented
trench warfare while I was gone, digging themselves in around the only source
of gunpowder, protecting it as they destroyed each other.
Walls of stone faded back and clotted outside of the small powder mill, leaving
a large clearing, triangular, in front of it. The grinding buildings and
mixing buildings were interconnected with low walls, and a large clear beaten
space stood between these and the nearest of the revetments I'd followed
down from the castle. To the east, where we'd built the barracks for the
hired troops, was a second line of walls, forming the last leg of the triangle.
Between them, in the swept area, were burnt remains of wagons, their harnesses
still encompassing long blackened bones of horses and oxen. Dark green plants
wrapped around the sunflowers in the field, their white flowers like stars
around the yellow burst in the center.
The wooden aqueduct was down and burned, so I knew that in the end, the explosive
blood of their war had stopped flowing. I wondered if they'd gone back to
swords, to clubs.
My pack had the few things I'd recoveed from the debris in the castle, and
sat heavily on my back. Other people might have taken gold or coins -- indeed,
the evidence was that they had. I'd dug out hand-lettered books and pieces
of rust-covered steel -- a drawplate, full of holes; three plates with red
dust speckling their carefully scraped and filed flat surfaces. Apples and
oranges sat on them, just behind my neck.
I stepped away from the walls, and started across the clearing towards the
lake, towards the low buildings we'd assembled at the shore. Their tops and
backsides were wooden, their fronts made of heavy stone backed with earth.
A shout, "Stop! You can't go there!" and as I turn, a man scrambles
up to the top of a wall, waving at me. In his left hand is a sword, bare,
the tip broken and reground to the length of a dirk. Another man beside
him, with an oaken club, both dressed like me: finely woven wool shirts and
pantaloons, our most famous product.
"Who are you?" they yell.
I stop, wave. "I'm a traveller. I wanted to come see the city."
The walk towards me, no effort to sheathe their weapons. They are gaunt
and as they walk towards me they separate, coming from the sides.
"What's in your pack?" one says.
I turn and run. Peripherally, I see two other men rise, start forward off
to my right as I retrace my steps towards the castle. My revolver is in
my hand, heavy steel reassurance, as I scramble over rocks and logs through
a maze they surely know better.
To one side I hear the dark thump of shoes hitting dirt after a fall, and
in the narrow pathway ahead, the man with the dirk crouches, facing me.
I shoot wildly at him, the crack of the pistol high and sharp, dancing off
the rock to either side and crackling across the valley, announcing to everyone
where I am.
His eyes open and he falls to his knees, letting go his sword and covering
his face. "Witch," he says, as I run past him, and then he screams
louder, "One of the witches!"
That's our legacy, then.
From behind me, more shouts but not getting any closer now, as I run through
the boiler-room that we'd not finished. Copper pipes lie in green tangled
piles and the fireboxes are still white with sand, striped by light as it
passes through the latticed rof.
I scramble through a rubble-filled pit where someone breached the castle
outer wall with explosives, and head back towards the docksides. The half-mile
walk is easier because the fires here leveled everything; the warehouses
and rope barns of the wharf district were entirely wood and there is no cover
in any direction. I turn and look back, at one point; one man stands at
the top of the road, looking down at me, but he can't catch me now. The
docks themselves are mostly intact, the huge redwood pilings sunk into the
sticky mud of the lakeshore and the planking heavy and perenially wet. I
splash through the water, stepping from log to log, as they float caught
in the tangle of cable and rope, and cross to a low dock, its connection
to the shore broken by fire.
It is time to be away from this place. I run to the end, my feet thumping
and reverberating on the thick wood. Gulls scream at each other, as they
float the currents of air above the waves. The hulk of a grounded cargo
boat, its masts ripped off by the blast which blew the deck off and sunk
it, rocks in the water neaby. My craft faces the shore; I turn and hop in
it. The seat is hot from the sunlight.
I stand and swing it to, and it swings easily, catches, and comes to life.
I look up for one last image of the castle, its walls ragged and low against
the skyline, where they once stood tower to tower in straight silhouettes,
and I see twenty, maybe thirty people slowly walking down the burned slope
towards the waterline, looking at me. The four men I'd encountered earlier
are near the front, not running, just watching me, and behind them other
men, women, children, thin, dressed in furs or rough leather, with the occasional
stretch of woven wool and the sometime glint of steel. Those two, and the
charred lakeside topped by the fallen walls, are all that show we were ever
here. Other than that, they could be exactly the same ragged, wary people
that met us on our first landfall here, when we were starving, lost, wandering,
with nothing more than the shirts on our backs and the rowboat we'd found
on the shoreline.
They sat and watched as I turned my ship and pointed towards the mountains
in the west. The iron wires begun to sing in the air, water blast-driven
up into my face, as I turned my back on the city we'd built. It was a community,
our mutual obsession that we'd put a part of our souls into. Don't imagine
that we all felt this, or that this is all we felt. But for a moment, a
year, a decade, we had our Camelot on the shore. We turned our backs on
it to go play with prettier toys, and the knots slipped, came undone.
The floats snapped across the lapping waves, sticking and then coming free,
and my iron butterfly in a snarl of smoke and spray took me back to our Xanadu.